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2001-04-23 - 5:45 p.m. I'm depressed. I think. My desire to get to the gym has faded. I'm scared to go back there, cuz I'll realize how much I have to do to get back to the shape I want to be. If I start this week, it won't be till June when I start seeing big results. I want it to be now. On a lighter note, the weather today is so wonderful - the smell reminds me of Vassar - of walking around in the green, only care being the need to get some assignment done. I loved it there. I have another date this Thursday with Marc. I'm scared that I'm gonna mess it up by being *too* excited about him. I really like him, and I'll probably end up scaring him away. Please don't make me scare him away.
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